Goodbye San Diego!! I'm outta here...

   Yes ladies and gents....I am blowin this popsicle stand and I'm outta here!!  Goodbye San Diego!!  Ha ha.  For the weekend.  Yayuh! I've been saying how I've wanted out of SD for a whiles....and now I'm going.  Steph and I are headed up to LA today for the weekend.  Looking forward to being outta here....in a different evnvironment...around different people....people out of the dayumn San Diego bubble.  Gonna meet up with Steph around 11:30ish....head up to LA.  We gonna do the spa deal...and I'm gonna fix my effin bikini tan line from the Summer before Vegas and Halloween....then we gonna hit up Ketchup and Canbana.  To all the hotties in LA....holla!  Ha ha.
     So things have been going ok the whole week.  Still in think mode regardless.  The last time I wrote was Wednesday....so lets get up to speed.
     Thursday was busy at work....Myra'a baby was sick so we were short a person.  That always makes things hectic....especially for the front because the doctor favors more help in the back than the front.  So yep.  After work I met up with Tweety and we went over to the shooting range in Morena.  I shot a 9mm glock...wasn't very good....the dayumn thing kicks pretty hard and I have no arm or finger strength.  Eh. Also shot a 38 Weston & Smith Snub nose....did much better with that....except for the fact that my fingers are too weak to pull the trigger all the way back so I had to cock it back first then pull the trigger when it was sensitive.  Heh.  I wonder if there are finger work outs I can do?  Lol.  Anyhow....that was fun.  I wanna start going shooting more again.  Total stress reliever.  Afterwards....went to Applebees and grabbed a bite...then parted ways with Tweety.  Then I rolled over to D&B's to meet up with Pat, Yogi, Chella, Beth, Mike, Zal, & Jordan.  Drank up there.  Fight broke out.  We bounced back to the pad.  Couched it at Yogi's that night so that I could wake both Yogi and Mike up for work the next day.
     Work on Friday was a lil hectic....Myra was out again...this time her baby was hospitalized.  Poor thing!  Not only that....Julia was only gonna be there half day because of her graduation ceremony.  So yep.  The IT guy came down and put in the T1.  We'll see by next week if there is a real difference.  After work I did some shopping....went home....got ready.....then cruised over to Yogi's to meet up with the guys.  We hung out there for a bit then went to Prospect Club in La Jolla...which was DEAD.  Thanks Yogi.  The boys were heading to downtown and I decided to go meet up with the B of A crew at Bennigan's...but when I called Alfredo he made it sound like everyone had already left....so I called the boys and went Downtown with them. Zal rode with me and Yogi, Alvin, and Jordan were in the other ride. Zal and I went to Vision's before hitting up Heat where Yogi and the rest were at.
     At Heat...my brother from another mother was spinning the best old school downstairs....mny friends were loving it.  Ha ha.  Saw Ian, JR, and Jordon at Heat too.  Heat was cool...drank a bit...danced a grip....had fun.  Slept at Yogi's....and now here I am at home.
     I realized one thing about myself this past week in comparing myself to other guys.  Tomboys are dead at this age of mine. Well....except for me it seems.  I kick it like a guy....I think like one.....I like to do -ish that mostly guys like to do....yep.  I'm still a tomboy....but there isn't many of us around in my age group I've noticed.  Interesting.  I'm kinda like the girl in the Saving Jane song "Girl Next Door" that plays on my page right now.  I wasn't the prom queen and all that...I've always just been the girl next door.  No one really noticed me back then...I was just that girl.  Heh.  Like I said...I find it all interesting.  And like I said before...it seems like all the traits I possess in high school that made me not a part of the "In Crowd" are not traits that make me more attractive.  Just food for thought.
     Yenno what I find funny?  The -ish that you learn about in the aftermath of something.  When a kind of relationship is over....and the stuff that comes out after its over...man!  Makes me mad.  I wanted to sock someone in the face last night.  But yenno what is good about learning the truth about things that make you sad in the end?  You are always better off knowing the truth.  I think some part of me needed a reason to really let go and not hold onto any notion of hope...a part of me wanted a reason to hate...and last night...I was given that.  By being given that...I have now found release....and that is what I needed the most.  I wanted a reason to hate him so I could forget him...now God has given me just that.  Time to really move on because I can do better.  I deserve better.  This past run on dating truly has left a bitter taste in my mouth though....something I won't forget.  I feel sorry for anyone trying to holler at me now because all my defenses and walls are back up.....I've promised myself to never EVER to let a guy make me cry or to cry over one again.
     Anyhow....I gotta get ready now and finish packing.  I'll write more tommorrow when I get home and update on the haps of my trip.  Bye!!
*MuAhZ!* 

Comments

[Kian]

First of all, I would like you to know that you are a very pretty lady. I would love to be a part of friend circle.
I read that you are interested in shooting. I can say that I am a good shooter. May be you were not told the right way to hold that Glock 17, 19 or 26. These are the 9 mm of Glock. I shoot the .40, which is Glock 22C, 23, and 35. 'just practice more and you will get the feeling. Next time try the Glock 19. It's a little bit smaller and easy to handl.
You're right don't let anyone make you cry again. Think before acting. This will save your tears, your life.
Goodluck and I hope we will be good friends.
Kuya John, from Bakersfield, CA.

[BOGS]

How far is San Diego from Lathrop Ca...

I think it is 9 hrs... to be exact since I just did a long drive this X-mas holiday.. Seattle to LA to San Diego to LAs Vegas to Yosemite and back home in Lathrop..

What I am saying is .. You are definitely worth the long drive... absolutely gorgeous and charming..

Dare me and I'll drive there just to invite you for a dinner or lunch over the weekend to start a friendship...

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[Shamiel]

Hi Dear
Can you invite me to be friend and send me your email too.

Thanks